typical.
cliche.
i know.
but lemme tell you, i dont understand it. its like i'm feeding off of him more than anything, its not even infatuation even more. its just me wanting him to want me. idk if i could say i'm in love. i dont know what it is. i won't make him feel guilty anymore. i'm just going to hope. the hardest thing is passing the time. he's in love with his best friend. i'm in love with him. she's in love with her ex. they're back together. whenever i hear a song that he gave me, because he makes me cd's, my heart sinks, and i think of him. maybe its just something to fill my mind. maybe its cuz i dont wanna bother with anything